I need a good rest and peaceful mind...

I dnt know what's wrong with myself..

I love my jobs but i wonder can i do it or not!!!

 

書要舊的  才會有味道

 

酒需要時間的醞釀  才會成為佳釀

 

有故事的建築物  才會令人感動  產生共鳴

 

有過去的人  才有吸引力  令人嚮往

 

有個不平凡的過去  才會有更璀燦的將來

 

 

 

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I have severe emotional problems

Not that i guess, i know and i am pretty sure

My tears will drop uncontrolably

Little by little and then more and more

Why? I also don't know why

I've been disturbed

All these years in my life, I have been living with my own untouchable principles

My unbreakable rules, my traditional religious views

But today I have been disturbed

I have been interrupted

Not yet totally collapse but it has got stucked

I always been telling myself

squidy, you can't even give yourself a single chance to be somebody you do not what to be

you need to be yourself and can't get influenced

you need to stand firm in your position and must not be affected

But the tears is dropping, it's not only wetting my face but clothes

I am hesitated, I'm suspecting, I am devastated.

 

 

Today she left................

I didnt give her a hug before she walk towards the gate.... I dnt know why

But i feel bad after i didnt do so........I used to do it everytime we say goodbye after we meet up

But these last two times I didnt

I dnt know when is the next we will meet

In 4 months time most probably

I didnt tell her you becareful ... I dnt know why

Is it bcuz nth will change even i said so??

I dnt know....i dnt know what is the life gonna lie ahead in front of her

Its not an easy one....I'm pretty sure

What i can do n how much i could do for her i dnt know

When i was in the secondary school....i always thot that life maybe a bit dull when we all grown up...but shouldn't be too hard as all of us did hv our abilities to compete in this realistic society....at least we all r quite well-educated...i believed

But when i'm in, i know....education doesnt really provide us the skills to survive in the society...that's more than that to do...

I seen frens changing...adapting...struggling...n i can do nth abt it

I couldnt help at all...the feeling of cant be able to help..its so painful

Desires.........unlimited desires hv fed the devil which living in our mind bigger n bigger....

In the end, we cant even recognize ourself...

U....u know who r u...

i dnt know why u wanna pick this path..since u already walking on it....i will give u my biggest supports ever....even though sometimes i dnt sound really supportive...i am rude n quite a lot of times i release my temper 2u....I'm really really sorry.............I will try to control myself better....just wish 2 cu happy...

here 2 support alwiz...luv ya...mmmmmmmmmmmmuaksssssssss...........*hugsssssss* n *kissesssssssssssss*

replace it back for the last 2 times.........n TAKE CARE...